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The Secret Journal of a U.S. Hostage in Iran

The most detailed first-person account kept by any of the 52 American hostages — over one thousand pages, written in secret, hidden for nearly forty years.

444 Days · Tehran, 1979–1981 Former CIA Station Chief · U.S. Air Force Veteran Michael H. Howland
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From the Journal
Tehran, July 22, 1980
I have been giving thought to what best characterizes being a hostage.
Is it the lack of freedom or is it the waiting?
I have concluded that waiting describes it.

It is unending waiting.
At times the waiting can be withering.

A Journal No Captor Knew Existed

On November 4, 1979, Iranian militants seized the U.S. Embassy in Tehran. Among those taken was Michael H. Howland – held not at the Embassy but at Iran's Ministry of Foreign Affairs alongside Ambassador Bruce Laingen and Victor Tomseth.

Each day, in secret, Howland wrote in a journal. Observations, intelligence, 444 days of captivity, hidden in letters that no captor ever found – and that remained hidden for nearly four decades before becoming this book.

Hidden Lines is the only account of its kind: a daily, intimate record of the Iran Hostage Crisis from the inside, written with detail that history has not heard before.

444
Days of captivity, recorded day by day
1,000+
Pages — the most detailed hostage journal in existence
40
Years the journal remained hidden before publication
52
American hostages — one kept this record for all of them

A Singular Witness to a Defining Moment

Howland's position — separated from the Embassy, inside the Ministry of Foreign Affairs — gave him access and perspective no other hostage possessed.

The Insider

Howland created and sustained secret lines of communication while in captivity, demonstrating intelligence tradecraft under extreme pressure.

The Journal

Concealed within personal letters to Joan, the journal serves as both a historical record and a profoundly human testament—reflecting fear, determination, and the oppressive burden of endless waiting.

The Record

More than one thousand pages, kept secretly and preserved for forty years. No other hostage account approaches its scope, detail or intimacy.

MHH

Michael H. Howland

CIA Station Chief · Foreign Service Officer · U.S. Air Force · Georgetown University

Michael H. Howland served eight years in the U.S. Air Force, including a Vietnam combat tour, before earning a master's degree in international relations from Georgetown University. He spent three decades in the CIA's Clandestine Service, retiring as Chief of several CIA Stations. One of 52 Americans held during the 1979–1981 Iran Hostage Crisis, he was confined at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs alongside Ambassador Bruce Laingen — a position that made him both witness and covert operative throughout those 444 days. Hidden Lines is his memoir.

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